NEWTONS CLOCK

NEWTONS CLOCK

BLOG THE BOOK 4#

This is my best decision to do something creative.
And it need not stop me doing everything else.Because it only takes a few minutes a day to blog.
And yet Iam afraid and i need not be afraid that my blog is something out of this world.
Because it is something that is of the world.
And if that were true I would not be concerned even a little bit.
But because my blog is something that I do with faith.
It becomes somsthing that I do without God.
And If it were something In did without God then it would be OK.
Everything we do without God is OK and everything we do with God is not OK.
And maybe to the world my blogs are not OK.
The world hates them because it has not known me or my father.
And it hates everything that comes from God.
And this blog will just be normal.
It will everything that takes place in a normal day.
Because we just had a telephone call from Mark.And why write about it.
Because we care about Mark he doesn't like me.
And that may be true that he has issues.
But he could try to be a friend.
And then he would help me to see my cousin.
Becaus ehe is my cousin mut Amanda is too.
And I have not seen her for forty years and she knows what that means.
I have not had sex for forty years but I sure as hell am going too.
And that is an old joke.
And not at all funny.
Because you can imagine a cowboy that had not had sex for forty years.
And he is very very happy.
And I don't think that is right.
A cowboy who has not had sex for forty years is not at all happy.
And everyone has a little sex.
In their lives.
But I have all that I need.
Because I have the net.
And the net is not what I need.
I need a real girl who has real feelings.
And that is the last thing I need.
And that really could be true at my age and satage of life.
That is past the time to get a girl and settle down.
But I want to get a girl but I don't want to settle down.
And that has always been the case.
I have never wanted to settle down and get married.
But there was a time when I prayed every night for a wife.
And I didn't think there was any option but to marry.
But life just isn't that simple.
It is complicated.
And people have relationships outside of marriage.
And then people come looking for revenge.
And they might.
Because not all girls are happy that they made mistakes.
And they want someone to blame.
But I won't blame them for being kind.
And I will blame them for being cruel.
Because life is full of unkind things that have been said.
And if we remember all the unkind things that have been said to us.
We would loose heart.
But to forget is what I have to do.
Because mum just said she needs to know is Barbara is back from Canada.
Otherwise she can't write a letter.
And she can write one and post it later on.
And that is what Iam doing Iam writing a letter for others to read later on.
It is a nice letter.
And every letter that I write is always a nice letter.
And If I don't believe that.
Then I should destroy everything I have done.
And make a fresh start.
But if it is all nice then there is no reason to make a fresh start and destroy everything I have done.
But some of it is hard to understand.
And it is lal because previously I thought I could write about numbers.
And not read the textbook.
Now I read ask a mathematician and I learn a lot.
But I used to write without knowing anything.
And that is always a mistake.
To write about a subject that yuou know nothing about is just an invitation to the devil.
To cause trouble in your mind.
And he has caused trouble in my mind.
But that will never happen again.
Because Iam through trying to learn how everything was created.
I just accept now that it didn't happen in a big bang that it was abig creation.
And that is the only confession I need to have that it was exnihilo.
THat God created everything out of nothing not like the big bang where everthing is created out of an atom.